Yeah I've been looking for the right words since I was 13, my English teachers raised me too well

Did you write it in Times New Roman, font 12, and in MLA format with no grammatical errors?

You don't need to die to be dead ....... Someone told me that once and it sunk deep I'm still alive obviously but i somehow no longer wish to die I find peace and joy in whatever life throws at me And i found my self stumbling upon a girl that I wouldn't even dream about having her in my wildest dreams My life now has a purpose And it's keeping that god so gorgeous smile on her beautiful face

I really liked it, the series was written by the screenwriter that worked in Cowboy Bebop, is a heist anime on a super hero universe.

It was really meh in the beginning, then it became pretty decent, it doesn't get super good by any means but it's bearable

Too each their own, hope you do enjoy it tho

Why yes it is

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Ah yes ty

Hang in there man. There's always tomorrow, and a chance to change your life. Take whatever step forward you need to, just keep moving man. You're never alone

First off how old are you, it's usually a good indicator of how much of the adult world you'll have suffered within your time, but its not the important bit right here, what's important is understanding that life is only as valuable as you want it to be, if you can genuinely not see a light at the end of the tunnel then life is gonna obviously be really shit, but it is literally never too late to change your life for the better, I don't know you, and I'm not a perfect human so I won't pretend to either know what you are going through or even what the best solution is for anyone in a situation like yours, I'm only gonna say that life is suffering with breaks of happiness, and those breaks are always what make it worth it in my own honest to God opinion, you can be shit out of luck and everything can be crumbling down around you but if you just give up you will prove your demons right, and anyone who's ever said you are worthless or a waste of air, you'd prove them right too, you should always fight even in the worst parts of your life so that no matter what even if you fail its not by your own hands, don't end your life, giving up is worse than failure, and even if it seems like it would be best to get rid of any pain you are feeling I assure you, it'll feel infinitely better to change your life around and then laugh at these demons faces when you're on top of your own life.

Seek help if you need it, or try to find your own path, just don't give up please.

3 years is nothing compared to a lifetime. Always remember that setbacks don't make you start from 0 again. Everytime you fail you will get better at bouncing back and every mistake will slowly lead to success if it is being acknowledged as a mistake. Also as a very simple nobrain direct immediate way to improve your situation, do 10 pushups 3 times every day. Or any sport. Your brain is feeling shitty and as a result you feel depressed, and thus your brain feels even shittier. When you get some blood circulation going and work off some stress you will immediately feel better, simply because your brain gets more healthy. Also try to get small accomplishments like tidying something up or organizing your desktop or doing something productive or necessary that you normally avoid. When you stick to these things long enough your brain will learn how to avoid depression, because it has already once actively improved it's own state, so it will be much more easy to recover from setbacks or new depressive episodes. Cleaning my room has become such a lifehack for me whenever I'm feeling like I'm falling back into my depressive state, that it's something I always have in mind as soon as I feel bad or depressed. Hope I could help. Also therapy. It's what helped me the most (I live in Germany and had a lot of luck with my psychotherapist).

It is not time or reflection you need, you need to live. Life might seem inherently meaningless, but the only real way to make it meaningful is to acctually go and find some meaning in it. There is a lot of beauty in this world and a lot of love to find, there will always be the tough shit you can't ignore but in the end you can only die a happy man if you lived in your life. Don't get upset about a comparison between a cosmic reality and our own, that will never benefit you. If you ask me, id say it really dousn't matter how good you did in life, it is not something that should be judged in the end. We are really just animals, not demigods sent on a holy quest or something. If you find no purpose in humanity then find it in nature. If you look hard enough it will become apparent that you were designed by nature for a single purpose, and that purpose was to live and procreate. That is all you ever needed to worry about.

Death might be scary. Yet it is only scary by the context of regret, misery and faliure. So let death naturally find you instead.

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Yeah kinda sounds like it, but it really isn't since you can't feel anything inclyding boredom. And i guess everyone gotta get used to it, since we're probably gonna spend the rest or eternity dead. 👍

I respect the positivity my guy. Imma give u a hug too

The world is too harsh for you . Here take a pineapple 🍍

Got one for me?

kill yourself 😊